Oh my gosh... how long did i left this space un-updated? Its so dustyyy in here. Sorry, I have to be honest, I warned myself earlier, I'm not a faithful blogger. haha to that! Frankly, I really don't have the mood since the past few months. But i think i'll try and update some of the past events that occured.
Okay, since i've stopped from September, i might as well start the updates briefly, starting from October.
October,
I think this was the month of celebration since I finally graduated and officially calling meself a GRAD! The day was on 12.10.2009, my session (Bachelor of Honor, Education with Science) was made during the evening,the second session of the day. I can barely remember how it felt, but i do know, I was damn happy and full! I remembered the look on everyone's face, it was remarkable. Happy, anxious, overwhelm... all at the same time. I have to say, this is the chance of a lifetime, you may graduate many times, but you will always bare in mind, that the first will be the best! I had to spend the previous week with the girls, singing our hearts out, watching movies and doing what we normally do. And thanks to sayang, couldn't make it without you. Love love! :) Oh ya, i almost forgot, i had my first EVER interview during the final week of the month (26.10.2009), i knew well it went badly, because i can't seem to answer most of the questions, hence the letter later. I didn't have enough preparation since the news of the coming interview was only announced 3 days before the actual interview. What a whip!
Me and bestie, Sazliana, right after the ceremony.November,
I don't recall anything significant happen during this month, it was just like the other months. I was jobless, but i do help mother with some of the clerical work at home. Oh wait, this can actually wraps up the event of the year (other than my Graduation Day), my bestfriend, Dewi Nur Dina, just delivered an adorable daughter to the world! And after a few days, they finally decided to name the little angel ~Sopheeah Khyrah~. Isn't it wonderful? Makes me wanting one for myself. Insya Allah. :))
Sopheeah, 4days old...December,
I guess the story has finally come to the peak . . . (drumroll please?) I failed my interview!!! I thought my world was crushing down on me... Everything seems senseless to the extend i almost give up. My four years of hard work can barely seen on the piece of letter. Till now, i can still feel the pain and the sorrow that follows. I know. . . "Be patient, Nady. Probably better things will come my way after this... " I got this a million times. But somehow, I found, that maybe God is just testing me (not maybe, He is). I came to realize that I got what i want after all these while, and its time for me to have some bitterness of the life. So i guess, you can't really have what you want in life eventhough how good you plan for it. Its all up to His will. and its just not my luck now ey... Actually, I got an interview to work in the bank 2weeks before i got the failing letter, but i rejected it, because i was sure of myself that i might get the posting. I would have shown the letter, but its just too heart breaking. I REALLY hope there's something good out of these nightmares...
And now, its about time to work on something using the skills that i have. I need to find some ching chings just to fulfill the time. I've been unemployed for over 6 months and still...
Dia, move on.
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