My best friend is going to deliver her first perfect-baby by this coming November. I'm so excited for her, but honestly, don't you think too much exposure of x-rays might jeopardize your baby's condition? Just take care okay honey, its not that good and not healthy. The other girly just got her job in K town, and fortunately with the job, she's travelling around the globe, which brings back to me, a whole bunch of jealousy, because I can never get the opportunity to travel anywhere away from home, while i'm single. Nevermind that, I'll deal with the fact, that I can only travel, once I'm married. and Marriage, looks to me, is beyond attemptable. Life has been really cruel lately, though I'm cool with it, deep down inside, I'm still struggling to keep myself reminded of the things I'm lack of and how to gain it. I never knew someday I'll be at this very spot thinking serious about my future undertakings. For instant, I know someday I'm gonna be an educator, a teacher per se, but I'm not sure when, I do hope it is sooner. Because frankly, seeing the other friends are getting busy with schedual and works does somehow contributes to my depression. Now this is the phase when everyone is asking where you work? what course did you took last time?... and the moment i sat down and tell 'em that i'm going to be a teacher, they'll give me this end-lip-strikes, which indicates the reaction of "Why-would-you-take-that-as-a-job" face. Pffft! Give me a break people, you literally look down on this career when you know nothing about it! Honestly, a teaching profession is not so promising anymore nowadays. You have to get good grades to make sure you get posted somewhere near town or near home, at least they have facilities. Everyone's been making fun of me, sent to the remote areas... So what? I'll take my chance, eventhough frankly I hope not. ;)
Oh my, its already late, and I haven't close my eyes yet. Have to wake up early tomorrow to do some payments.
And to whom it may concern, may Allah bless you heart with leniency and kiss you with a courage of decency to forgive. Please forgive me, I'm just an imperfect creature, who is a total opposite of what you are, so that someday, you could match the puzzles of perfection.
I love... every bits of you.
Nad, it's positive that ultrasound is totally different from x-ray.. xray of coz is dangerous not even to the baby but to us as well but we don't use xray for scanning,we use ultrasound. I don't think the O&G will do regular scan to the baby if that will harm the baby right. Plus that's what all people do, except klinik kesihatan which I don't understand why they have different opinion. Probably their using different equipment or.. I will ask for better explanation if I go to the klinik kesihatan.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for the concern honey... :) Dtg2la lawat aku d umah klu ada masa..hehehe
yo Nad, wanna ex-link?
ReplyDeleteDewi: no prob honey, i wasn't clear about the whole process you undergo, now that you've explain, still. take care... can't wait to be the aunty.. haha
ReplyDeletemark: is that you? and whats an ex-link? :)
yea, mark's here. i mean exchange link.
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